Tantrum ,

ASSALAMUALAIKUM,

As everybody knows, tantrum is about anger. that stressful feeling you get every time you're pissed off. and i'm having that problem. problem of being angry. that tantrum of mine is torturing me inside. I dont see why everyone can see that tantrum when I my self dont feel it. it makes me think hard every time some one shots me in the eye and asking me to cool down.

I by no intention ever did that. not on purpose. 

I dont want to be angry, i dont want to get mad at people, because i know exactly how it'll hurt. But sometimes the provoke and sarcasm thrown at me was too much to take. I have feelings too, and everytime i feel sad i just tell my self to stay quiet. Best to not people know how i really feel. However like some old sayings, 'words can lie, but eyes always tells the truth," and I believe in those sayings. because I can read people's feelings through their eyes eventhough they deny it. and i believe some saw mine too.

Life is hard, but denying makes it harder.

so I've decided to stay quiet and not to deny my feelings, just keep it to myself and let nobody know *except for my ummi ofcourse)

Allah knows what is best for his creations and He wont test them beyond their limitations.